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6/29/2008 book book book book.i feel bad to say that............ i din go 4 knitting this weekend. well i guess no one's really gonna blame me for not going, but den like kind of lied to myself?? haha! but i really wanted to go on sat!!! REALLY!! then my aunt asked me to go shopping with her too, so i ended up shopping. haha! hee.. den i was too lazy to go today. hee.. ok i'm just a lazy ass lah!
but i'm glad to go shopping k! coz i rented 4 books! FOUR leh! haha got enuf books to last me for awhile. i got a jackie collins book which e storeperson told me was similar to the "Gold Diggers", a book called "ain't she sweet" which felt like a funny read, agatha christie's 1st mystery book and *drum roll* "sex and e city" book!!! haha!!! haven started any but i do hope they r all v interesting!!! haha i'm becoming such a literature person! woah! i can b a arts n science person!!!! haha!!!!!
but for now, mayb i'll go back to becoming a couch potato person! bb! 6/27/2008 RESULT'S OUT!got my special sem korean result liao.. haha got S for satisfactory! haha! yeah expected lah.. if i dun get it i den will stun lor! sian.. feel like knowing my actual result, but guess i'll nv noe~
haha gg 4 knitting lesson 2 tmr.. after like 2 wks? hope e ppl rmb me.. if not i'm screwed.. coz it'll mean they wun teach me.. i hope they do.. looking forward 2 making e scarf.. until now i'm still stuck at basic.. haha..
neway i was like supposed 2 stop work today? supposedly lah.. but now i'm asked to go work on mon still.. haha! i dunno how long i'll stay on this job lah.. but if they ask me work of coz ok lah.. got money wat.. i'm v mercenary one! haha! but damn! i'm fattening frm all e work!! i so wanna go swimming! got e motivation to! but i need e time lah.. mayb on wkends.. =) i wanna become a healthy gal! haha! ok lah i juz wanna off-balance e fats i'm gonna gain frm e hk trip.. haha!
and.. i'm back into reading english books! yeah! haha u all dun believe i'm a avid reader when i was younger rite? haha i dun really believe myself too but i am ok! haha! now i so feel like reading english bks again, but i want v interesting ones!! i juz finished reading a bk! it's called "GOLD DIGGERS". it's a pretty RA book as in it really contains v explicit details abt sex.. haha! but it's quite relevant to e book bcoz it's abt how women work their way ard e upper society of london.. although will feel quite shy reading abt e RA parts, but e story's really quite interesting!!!! VERY DIFFERENT. definitely.. erm i wouldnt really recommend this for e faint hearted but if u want smth different n bold, i think it's a pretty gd read lah.. CAUTION: u muz really b quite prepared.. haha!!!
oh n now coming up got so many movies i wanna watch!! 1) Hancock 2) batman 3)对狗狗的十个承诺 4）21 5) wanted
plus i so wanna k at e bugis icon place!! sounds so gd!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!
give me more time n more money can???
haha!
bb!
6/26/2008 i'm a grumpy old woman.i've juz gotta say..
HUMANS ARE SUCH WEIRD CREATURES.
i dunno y, but often our actions r not in tune wif our thoughts. we do things in a way, yet think otherwise. WHY? it makes us so complicated. it makes us so difficult to understand each other. or at least, i find it difficult to read ppl's actions, hence read ppl's thoughts.
i mean, how come we cant b straightforward? like, if u like, b happy; dun like, pull a face, cry, watever. i mean sometimes straightforward ppl can b very into-ur-face, n can come across as being v rude, but frm another pt-of-view, u'll nv need to guess wat they r hiding, bcoz there's none!! it can b pretty liberating this way sometimes.
n sometimes i'm really so so so tired of trying to interpret wat ppl r thinking. it's so draining. call me simple-minded or watever, but i juz wanna read ppl as they r. i dun wanna keep thinking: "r u doing this 4 a reason?" i dun wanna read btw e lines anymore. it's so bloodily irritating.
n 2 ppl like me, actions can b reflective of ur thoughts. hence i dun like it when ppl do things one way, but think in another way. it makes it so difficult to anticipate ur thoughts.. it's like,'hey i'm not u! if u dun show me, how e hell am i 2 noe?' if u tell me 2 read ur thoughts frm ur moods n expressions, U BLOODY HELL DON'T DO THINGS THAT ARE REFLECTIVE OF YOUR THOUGHTS IN THE FIRST PLACE, HOW AM I GOING TO KNOW HOW U THINK?
and if such ppl wanna continue doing things this way, i guess i hav 2 treat them differently too. i mean for example, if u cant take jokes in e 1st place, den y joke? it's like hey, y bother? if u dun like it, we can juz scrap everything off in e 1st place lah.
sigh.
feel so "watever".
i feel like this happen ard me so often i dun exactly feel anger but juz increasingly numb. feel exasperated. sigh.
watever lah. think i'm juz grumbling abit. grumpy old woman. mayb it'll b menopause soon. haha.
6/19/2008 short blogso busy now!!! but happy in a way too!!
finally i'm working!!!! haha data entry only but hey! at least got pay!!! $6/hr but i'm satisfied liao.. coz e envt is great!! got funny ppl 2 talk 2 during work, can listen 2 music, nice envt.. ME SATISFIED LIAO!!! haha!!
plus i'm learning knitting now liao!!!! yes!! can make nice scarf soon!!!
haha ok.. dats all 4 my life now!!! tired but in a way fulfilling.. haha!
bb! 6/15/2008 A VERY ANGRY SHAN.my bro came back frm switzerland today.. (note: happy mood) den he was showing us some pictures of his trip to italy n switzerland.. my mom was saying e place look v nice, den she asked my cousin who happened 2 b at my house..
MOM: wah u so ur biu gor (表哥) go hols u oso wanna go hor?
Cousin (C): yar lor.. but SOON i WILL go australia for 3-4 years n study liao..
Me: U can go meh?
C: y i cannot?
Me: no wat juz asking wat.. u say until like confirm gg liao mah.. so i juz ask lor..
C: y cannot go? u think i cant go meh?
Me: no wat.. its juz dat u say until like confirm gg mah.. u really confirm gg meh? u parents let meh?
C: my mom say ok wat.. u think i cant go ah? at most cant go den cant go lor! cant go den cant go lah!
(mood turning bad)
but my mom changed e topic at this pt so we didnt continue wif this meaningless conversation.. den my bro continued telling us abt e place he visited.. but he came across this french restaurant he ate at, n he commented dat he din like french ppl coz they like v arrogant n he din like their service in e french place.. den my cousin chap:
C: i wanna go france.. i wanna go paris!!
MY BRO: urgh! I dun wanna go france.. dun like e ppl there..
ME: (directly qn at my bro) i think go france need 2 noe french rite? at least like abit rite?
C: i noe abit wat..
ME: but..
C: (butt in) y u muz ask so many qns??!!! i say wat u muz ask so much.. u think u v gd izit????!!! ask so much qns.. (very loudly) u think u v full of urself izit???!!! think u v big izit???!!! ask so much qns..
ME: wat? i juz asked like 2 qns wat can?!!! cannot ask qns meh?
C: so bloody full of urself.. i say wat oso muz ask so much..
ME: wat???!!!
MY MOM: ok ok dun tok liao...
WHAT THE HELL LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so boiling mad can???!!! for no reason i kanna scolded by dat stupid ass for nothing leh!! mayb cant see frm e words, but he was using those 看不起人，scolding ppl kind of voice 2 say those words lor!!!!
firstly, wat did i say wrongly? seriously i got ask alot of qns meh? hello, can he like get his maths correct? i only like ask 2 qns can? at most 3??? u mean like ask 2 qns oso cant? who r u? president of singapore arh? ask qns need 2 seek approval ah? if need rite, den u can dun talk anymore 4 e rest of ur life lah!!! no one will talk 2 u lah.. ask abit qns oso cannot..
n pls lor!! frm which sentence was i full of myself? i din even say things like "oh i'm gg 2 australia soon, but u cannot.. HAHAHA!" or things like " i'm so much better than u!!!" i nv even say such things lor.. mayb e gg australia study part, my "u can go meh?" does sound abit bad, but it's bcoz his father say his results cant even get certain courses in local polytechnic leh.. plus i noe his father haven really decide 2 let him go or not, so i juz ask him lor.. WHAT WRONG WITH THAT???!!!
n i wasnt trying 2 b smart aleck by saying dat go france need 2 speak french.. is other ppl tell me so den i juz ask lor.. i din even say like "muz know french leh.. u noe meh?" I DIDN'T!!! coz my bro n my aunt say dat french ppl they noe english they oso juz speak french, so i juz ask e qn lor.. i was even undermining him in anyway!!!
so wat rights did he hav 2 question me in dat way????!!!!! now my turn 2 say:"wats ur problem???!!! in wat way was i full of myself? i juz ask a couple of qns.. cannot izit?"
and now dat i'm so mad.. SO WHAT IF I"M REALLY FULL OF MYSELF???!!! wat qualities of u deserve me 2 treat u wif greater respect???!!!
- ur lousy character? where when u tease other ppl can, but when ppl tease u u bark at ppl wif ur lousy temper?
- u being a 22 yrs old male, still so obsessed wif pokemon?
- even write a exercise book wif info of pokemon?
- u calling others bitch when u cant out-argue them? (he actually called me bitch repeatedly in a sing-song way when he couldnt out-argue me last time.. juz shows how dumb n how useless n childish he is.. resort 2 vulgarities when u cant argue..)
- ur stinking body odour?
- u often threatening me saying:"u think i dun dare 2 beat u izit?"
- u, serving NS now, not giving ur parents any part of ur pay?
- n still hav e cheek 2 ask them 4 money???!!!
- 4 simple things like buying food???!!!
- ALWAYS leech on my bro 4 expensive ice cream treats?
- when ur parents nag at u, u scold them back?
- beat ur bro when he does things u dun like?
- always thinks u r always right, dat even when everyone say u're wrong u still insist on ur way?
-nv willing 2 admit ur mistake?
yar mayb if i'm such a useless, childish, proud, lousy temper person den i will treat u with respect.. but den being such a person is really difficult.. u constantly get angry wif wat ppl say.. u cant stand teasing.. seriously if i were him, i think during jc time i would hav killed all my classmates.. who in 04S11 nv tease me in a way or another?
lousy ass.. e happy mood kanna destroyed by him.. wanted 2 tok abt my bro's trip now no mood liao.. really hate him lor.. my bro last time still say y i dun ask him along 4 my hk trip.. wah rao!!! over my very dead body can!!!! I"LL NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER go on another trip wif him.. he can go tour australia himself if he so capable!!! dun ask 4 help lah! ownself plan lah! only noe how 2 tok tok tok..
PISSED.
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